Trying my best
As I’ve been so mean to myself for the past years and until now. And this will leads me to being grouchy. Mostly, every time I will remember those hardships that I had during my younger days, that would be one of the reasons why I would raise my voice so easily and it would make me so nasty. Also, now that I am old, my reasoning power is much developed; I can even take any arguments and share my ideas (bad or good thing). If I don’t know how to say the word NO before, right now, I have lots of NOs already compared to my life before that I was acting like a robot. On the other hand, I am trying my best to change this bad attitude of mine as I don’t want my baby and my husband to suffer from this thing! I know I can do it with God’s grace!
